What did I even do? These past couple of months has been the worst for me. I got dumped by the love of my life. My best friend replaced me. It’s just been hell. I don’t know how to deal with this kind of stuff. I get so stressed and don’t eat. I lay down all day, and think about everything. I can’t help but wake up and get sad. Losing my ex was horrible and I’m still hurting. But losing my best friend hurts more. Because you’re best friend is suppose to be there for you and help you out with the break up’s and everything else. But that person wasn’t around, not at all. It was like I was pushed aside. The sad part is, I would even talk to this person about it and how I felt. I said “I feel like I’m being replaced” but did it matter to that person? No. Of course not. So, I’m sitting here, wondering if you were even a good/real friend. If you can just replace me and not be there for me, then did I even matter? I don’t even know anymore.